make me choose: @willherondcles asked ⟶ rhysand’s death scene or will feels the parabatai bond break

I had only silence in my head. Only silence, as I began screaming.
     Screaming and screaming and screaming.
The emptiness in my chest, my soul at the lack of that bond, that life —
     I was shaking him, screaming his name and shaking him, and my body stopped being my body and just became this thing that held me and this lack of him, and I could not stop screaming and screaming —